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Theo Jun 2019
It all just happens too fast
Too much in one moment
Not enough air in my lungs
And the temperature gets higher
While pressure keeps pushing down
Crashing my spine
Pushing me deeper into the ground.
Even after I'm gone
My flesh and bones are bound to it
Never to break through the clouds
Never to touch the sky.
I've been walking free
My whole life it seems,
But I'm only ever standing
One foot on the ground, pretending
to stand strong and fierce.
But in the end I realize that
There should be more to it
Than trying to keep your feet steady on the ground.
Theo Jun 2019
You kept your crown after our last argument.
You've proved your point
But I'm afraid that
in the end
You've lost a friend.
There is now an unspoken rule to pretend
There's no wound to mend.
I have to turn around and walk away.
But i'm not sure if i'm able to turn around and love again.
Theo Jun 2019
The night sky is blossoming with stars
Oh there are so many!
Maybe my happiness is still being born up there.
Maybe it is wandering amongst the souls of one's who we have lost,
of people who were too good for this world,
taken to a better place...
to a parallel universe,
where nothing ever hurts.
I'd like to believe that.
Theo Jun 2019
The problem lies in me
I made you scared
That monster inside me did that.
I neither know how to stop it from breaking free, tearing me apart
Nor i know how to prevent it from growing inside.
Nothing is never enough
There's always a flaw.
Even if i did something good
But i could do more.
I keep opening that wound
Keep digging and hunting down the pieces of hate in my soul
I want it to finally let me go!
For now I am a monster.
My head, my mind, my heart.
rush decision
Theo May 2019
I know I love the way you talk .
Anything. About everything.
Just speak to me
I want to hear your rivers
leaves and grass in the wind
the most powerful tornados
the highest waves of you.
Theo May 2019
Thinking about how little time to we have
Before something bursts us.
It's either them
or ourselves, corrupted with grey matter.
Before the ground takes us apart
Piece by piece.
Before we're nothing but past.
How little time do we have for making something out of ourselves?
Theo May 2019
Breaking down again
Falling apart.
I've learnt the way
I melt by heart.
Time has passed
I try to detach from my past.
I hope I find someone at last..
Someone who cares
Someone who will stay for years.
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