i feel like crying today;
don't feel like getting out of bed.
no, don't wanna die this way,
thought i still envy the dead.

Storms make me ponder
Of how all can vanish in a single heartbeat.
Those thoughts lead to another:
why do we even bother
to try and feel complete?

For years I walk alone,
In shadows i try to grow.
I'm tired of running
from my lonely life.
I'm standing in the rain,
I am so done with pain.
Without control
I'm gonna tumble into a hole.
I write down those last chords
And here i go.
I'll be fine on the other side.

There's a 3% chance I'll meet my love and find my heart again.
97% chance i'll be freezinh in her arms forever.

I cut off my ears
Cause they make me feel my heart too much.
I take out my tongue
Cause it reminds me how it feels to have a heart.
I put a bullet in my brain
–
It calms my heart down every time i feel your touch