I lie
and
I lie
and
I lie

I hide my behavior
to keep you safe.

I keep quiet
not to offend you.

I agree with you
to keep you happy.

I walk on eggshells
for you and
it’s never enough.

I lie
and
I lie
and
I lie

but when the truth
arrives at that
final moment;

jaws will drop
plates will shatter
dogs will growl

and
you’ll be long gone
after seeing what
a ghastly beast
I am

but for now

I lie
and
I lie
and
I lie

to keep us
together.

The sky looks like them---
Just waiting to burst out in tears
Scream
And collapse

Feeling as if I
Am fraud lying to me
About everything
Sometimes

Hard to explain
But I can't help feeling this way

You ring in my ear and my mind
You were too loud
And I was forced to be around you too long

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      k"

You go In your haunting voice with your haunting actions
Yet another thing if yours
With a result that makes me feel bad

I'll drown in boiling water and the coldness of my soul would still be part of me

If you lose a poem,
Just the paper you wrote it on.
You haven't lost the poem at all.