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Brianca Kreeger Jul 2021
My heart used to speak volumes to my brain
Sometimes encrypted, but more often clear
A guiding word to keep my from life’s pain
Ship in a bottle, my thoughts it would steer

But slowly and gently, I shut it down
Listening to oneself leads to mistakes
Responsibility denied, I drown
Shortened my own voyage to fractured takes

The heart swells, the blood boils, we submerge
In a repressive emotional void
The only voice I hear is silent surges
I am only a pulse now, but play coy

I should have listened, should have been aware
Once it’s gone, oh, it’s gone, resident snare
Brianca Kreeger Jul 2021
I’ll relent, this situation is strange
But to understand isn’t difficult
Of each other’s minds we have cage-free range
To doubts about the other we will cull

Alone together, that’s all we will need
Others tend to intervene in our love
We will need solitude for best breeding
I promise, this I can’t be talked out of

Stop crying, this isn’t complicated
Don’t you understand the shade in his heart?!
Be grateful dear, our union is fated
Deliverance demands you do your part

Time passes, to the past you are still drawn
Don’t you realize everyone there is gone?
Brianca Kreeger Jul 2021
One more for the starry heavens above
The grace dusted attic is not gated
No thoughts, no prayers, I am not a white dove
The casket was never regulated.

God’s plan? Did you mean amalgamations
Of all mortals’ jagged wills meshed as one?
As below so above--with pretensions
That completion occurs when we are done.

All creation ends, nothing is finished
It all grows… until the epitome
Of anti-climaxes goes unpunished
Pacifist as I am, I’ll go peacefully

Struggle for the end, struggle for more life
There’s a kind of death to both types of strife
Brianca Kreeger Jun 2021
You say that you’re not just my Master
But that you should be worshiped like a God
Yes please, my love, make my blood boil faster
Scorch the landscape of my brain, do not sod

Keep me locked away in your fantasy
A fever dream that refuses to break
A lucid nightmare to suit your fancy
My heart is cracked open wide from the shakes

Everyone says ego is harmful
Draw my definition with your coarse brush
No more pain, just let me be beautiful
I can’t hurt anyone else with my mess

Talk like your my personal deity
Tonight, know you bleed like me, what pity
Brianca Kreeger Jun 2021
You know what, I’m just going to say it
A coward that can’t see past libido
Can’t deal with yourself so you throw a fit
Really wish you got **** together though

Treating others the way you see yourself
Your self reflection overflows to me
I wear pretty clothes now to give me stealth.
In suspended hope that’s all you will see

No need for a physical connection
We’re more human when all we do is feel
No need to scratch away the sensation
But the casual wear turned me to steel

This day I’m using your patient guidance
Please understand I have to take this stance
Brianca Kreeger Apr 2021
I tried to tell myself something was there
If only to keep the arrow steady
Directed at the apple on your hair
It fell from my eye once you were shady

Maybe you using me was in my head
See how you act and the doubt is enough
So I will tread on, walk with new skin shed
If only to free myself of the scuff

Apathy is a freedom of it’s own
An ability to see plain as day
Easiest to let go of what you’ve shown
It would be too messy to make you pay

My soul’s cleanliness is my best virtue
Your pigment is too ugly to change hue
Brianca Kreeger Apr 2021
For a long time I told lies to myself
“This, like all things, will pass--resolved in peace”
Shallow and external, to me I must delve
Our brains are best when they thrive off creases

Don’t flatline, but keep the rhythm steady
All chaotic tunes are written with notes
Tune your instrument, your voice, be ready
Self expression is what keeps us afloat

See good in the world and let it seep in
Only then will you know your own justice
Walk with your demons, holy in your sin
Find truth to be free from your prejudice

And most of all, keep up contradictions
We are sustained by the spark of frictions
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