Loosin ohh loosin these locks from my heart,
Lose me I lose you you lost your son heart cause he don't even know where you are yeah..
Is there something that I've done?
Is there somebody that I won?
Loosin ...
Oh
Listen!
Why you lost me cause I can't even find my heart for you cause you won't loosin..ohh loosin these locks from my heart.
Sorry to say I'm not sorry for what I've become
Forgive me but I found unforgiveness on your love.
Finally found something about your heart but I can't find my heart for me.

The summer breeze rest on my shoulders as I lavish my feet in the Green grass beneath me I start to wonder why second guess I should of stayed laying by your warmth like fever..
coughing out "I love you " watching your body move threw the sheets like a Man made teaser..
Im love sick I think ...I think I need a doctor.
Dr.

no where left to run

         unless you want to jump?

Have a lot to be said
Can't say the things that I know
Rumors turn to a bed
I rest in what do they know.
Feelings fill in my head
Like a ship when it floats.
no help at this point
I'm off the grid at this point
I treat the waves like a joint
Inhale the weight if I do
Exhale the pressure if I don't
The sound of fishes in me
Like I got toss to the sea
I rip the bread just to feed off my secrets cause there just to deep

In school they showed me once upon a time wasn't real time it was made up like make-up on a real girl with insecurities or the perfect Bonitá, so when I look at you I think of you as make up to me but I'm a guy if I was a transgender there would be a way to live in a time as yours but I know it's fake and here I am watching the mirror toning my eyebrows to be accepted buy the mirror once upon a time I was pretty once upon a time I loved this feeling ..my lonely years

you can taste the dishonesty it's all over your breath from the time drips threw the sun into my bedroom my eyes dont remember your scent not even a stinch... for my heart is to sold for questions and my mind is shattered into little pieces I eat at night and I'm back waiting on the sun to drop so I might get up from this spot I've been in for 3 months.. geezzz just live zeal just

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
They will kick you wen you down
When all you was looking for is grace
Only God has Grace.

I don't want to just make it
I wanna succeed
No job no money no GED
The further I get in life it's like people passing me
When I'm not even racing them I'm stuck back in line at the dmv
Trick or treat my heart issues is haunting me
More money more problems just a saying what I'm saying I know I need to eat.
Be or beat to be or not to be is that the job for me if it is why arnt they hiring me ?
I'm tired over all and I haven't made it over the hill yet
I'm not saying I want a private jet but what's wrong with renting one and owning ur own sets?
This is bigger then being rich this better then having *** this is endurance to be who I need to be in this moment.
I've been knocked down and out I'll train harder I will work harder not for applause but for the man I am