in my pocket
and a whole world of words
a picture of her in my wallet
and a poem

in my heart
I could not be richer
nor poorer a dichotomy
of circumstance

some might say
get a job but
I get heart stamps not
from the government

but from people
and spend them to make
me smile
and they are honored everywhere
because they are
all in my head
my way of looking
at things

when she notices me
there will be rainbows and sunny skies forever
when she smiles
the whole world will be spinning
when she takes my hand in hers
the dark will be no more
when she gives me her number
her phone won't stop ringing
and her answering machine
will be filled up with
my messages saying
hey
I thought you liked me
***
you ain't picked up the phone
since you saw my picture
are you sick?
have company?
Then six months later
a light will shine on:
Oh she must have lost service.
The only rational
reasons.

she walks smiling about town
saying  hi  to everyone
and she returns her cart to the appropriate
place when grocery shopping
seems to be friends with everyone
helped an old woman load her groceries
into her van
and she dresses in short dresses
and thin tops
and her smiles are seen for miles around
or at least lights up the parking lot
it is rare
to see a woman in shape in
Alabama  
with healthy teeth

I farted again
I don't know why
but it happens when I walk
I try to squeeze my *** cheeks together
and stifle it
it's old age
pending is no longer it
it's here
ripe and yellow foggy
smells like ****
sounds like a train whistle at times
Toot-Toot

before she awakes
before she puts on her makeup
or brushes her teeth and hair
she is still
the most gorgeous woman I have
ever seen
I wonder
what might she
be dreaming of

Life is a two way thing,

You dont always give when you receive and you dont immediately receive when you give.

Well not that kind of two way thing.

Two way in such a way that everything has two sides to it.

There are always two paths and the results you earn trace back to the chosen path.

Either right or wrong,

You choose a good path that leads to a destiny and the bad path also leads to a destiny.

Some lives are purposed to teach others life lesssons and some lives are purposed to learn and teach others how to learn from mistakes.

Always choose the right path,it pays well.