I feel I want to tear my skin apart
Let my soul escape
Erase the black hole in my mind   To make it stop
And be able to breathe for once
I feel like a prisoner
Behind those fragile, ugly walls
But I'm so hesitant
To break them.

Allow yourself to reach the limits
Allow yourself to be okay
Allow yourself to prove them wrong
It takes mental strength to move forwards
Nowadays everybody thinks it’s fine to break down in tears and be weak
That’s true it is fine
But whats also true is that they are not going to actually care
They are not going to remember you
They are not going to praise you or look up to you
People forget
Who do you want to be
Another ship in te crowd?
Or the lion?
What is this you may say
Definitely not poem
But it’s the truth my friend

What a beautiful wallflower
   She was
But she kept losing her soft petals
  One by one
And I kept picking them up
  Hoping we would survive
That awful drain
  Avoiding our tragic demise
And I kept watering her
  And watering her
Maybe too much
  Until I drowned her

And my feelings
      
The end.

I feel I want to tear my skin apart
Let my soul escape
Erase the black hole in my mind   To make it stop
And be able to breathe for once
I feel like a prisoner
Behind those fragile, ugly walls
But I'm so hesitant
To break them.