Have you felt your heart being jumpy?
Memories making you flinch and gasped for air.
Like something you have to have but it’ll ruin your whole **** life.
I pleaded and said “ I won't survive when you leave.
So stop convincing and seducing me with an idea that would **** the little Bee.
You see, she made me and breathe life in me.

I owe her a life without pain and uncertainty .
She looked so sad when Becky took the life boat and swam away.
She broke down when LB laughed at the tears in her eyes.
Then she faded when they put Papa in the little box in the ground and sang songs of salvation.

So the little Bee's all I have
And you don't know me cause I buried my past.
The little Bee was always so beautiful but I couldn't see it.
There's so many pieces of her I chopped and burned.
Her many lessons I was forced to learn
So I told her, you should rest with Papa in the land of milk and honey.
That's how I killed the little girl in me.

So don't make me love you and don't promise tender care and comfort.
Giving  a bite of cheese to a mouse, a cup of water to the starved and hopeless.
I can't bet my life on the possibility that you’ll be a good person.
Just leave when it's windy and raining
I’ll blame it on the absence of the sun shining.

I’ve been anxious lately.
Cause my debts to you are a mile high
So I empty myself and show you how I bleed when you cry.
But it isn’t enough
You see, I keep coming up short.


I’ve  been worried lately .
That if I move too slow you’ll leave me behind
Cause you're always too beautiful.
I swear I can be honest and faithful.
Please don't run ahead of me!
Even though, I chase you and stumble you're way out of reach.

Last night I prayed that you won’t leave.
If you ever were jaded or tired of me
I want to be striked by lightning .
Cause I’ll rather die
than watch you leave me behind .

To me,
You are the whole world.
When you leave
I have nothing.

I see you like the ocean.
You move me.
If I can't have a piece of you
I have nothing.

To me,
You're blooming flowers.
When you're here
I see all the colours.


You're like my every dream.
If I can reach you, I win.
Then I wake up and weep.
You're more than a trophy.

To me,
You're air.
When you leave,
I really can't breathe.
I'm simply nothing .

She sunk
When the waves rowed
She sunk.
To a dark, far place of ruin
She sunk.
I tried to grab her hand but
She sunk.

They just watched in a daze as
She sunk.
The sunlight tainted the clear waters as
She sunk.
She was always beautiful till the day
She sunk.
I tried to grab at her feet but
She sunk.

Just drifting and singing that old song
She sunk.
Tell the old and young
She sunk.
On the day, the leaves burned
She sunk.
With curses on her tongue
She sunk.
I tried to grab at her heart but
She sunk.

All is fair in love and war.
Just wait! I'm gonna stab you in the back
And break your heart.
Hey!!
"My faults are unbiased since
You mean the world to me."