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Balaguer Oct 2014
I pretend you died.
This way,
It's easier to breathe.
My envision was getting married,
after seeing you,
walk down the center of a Castle in the middle of an island.
There was a day in a year,
My envision was lost.
The day you left,
I lost faith in life.
My imagination,
does not run without you.
Now I live,
with a loose bull inside me.
After you,
My red cape.


*K.S
I've been sleeping inside the dream,
of one day having you.
Balaguer Sep 2014
Let me ask
Your answer is meaningless
I will never have you.
Melancholy is my life,
Let me thank you in advance.
You've been missing in my heart,
For exactly seven years,
Why am I still counting?
Where is my gun?
I can't find my bullets
The one with your name on it,
Finally,
Something to fill your void.

®K.S
Balaguer Mar 2014
Without her is sufficient
To feel dead
Its enough congestion,
You will never love someone
this much,
My palms would start to sweat
Quickly I'd change my mind because
Over the years I accustomed to
avoiding your name
My heart speeds up
thinking about it
to say your name makes me stutter,
My hands begin to shake,
My breath becomes heavy
It stinks and I've been smelling
death at my footsteps is my fate.
I awoke you in a jacuzzi.
full of yellow roses
On this day,
In yellow I loved to gaze at you
you were in yellow
breakfast for you was made today
at our nest
Today was the mark of seven years
it's all now gone,
the love of my life,
You would've smiled ear to ear today
By now,
The proposal happened
Your belly would have been delighted,
With half of me & half of you.
In heaven,
I know for sure we are one,
my angel misses his other half
Every day I cry but
nothing like this day,
A mark on life,
My tattoo is inked inside my heart,
Since this day is no longer ours
I've begun to cry,
I Cry inside my soul.
there,
I feel it more
I won't eat today.
I will make sure my body is punished
Having set away forecasts of love,
The plan of God and his angels,
My every desire while alive,
O, how can this be?
the Devil has accomplished
Most of his schemes
Here I am.
In a world with no longer you
By my side is no one.
Permanently alone is my soul.
(Now read from bottom up)

*K.S
WHO EVER TOLD YOU LOVE DIES; Lied.
Balaguer Mar 2014
You were my way of living,
My happiness.
It was never my objective,
It was Gods plan.
Meeting you and greeting love.
My ways are those
That you perform
Subconsciously.
I'm behind your mind,
Inside your heart.
I was and forever
will be
What you preach and practice.
You are mine,
Meant to be is our legacy,
Forever will my soul,
Be yours.

*K.S
Good Morning
Balaguer Feb 2014
I am a leaf that just fell off the tip of your branch,
I am heading to where the wind takes me.
I have no direction.
I am the empty space besides the grave
of a dead one.
I am that waiting soul expecting death.
I am the roof of a house with no entrance or exit.
the ghost town no one wants to go to.
When you go to a farm,
you can find me with all the other grass.
I'm no different
every other man regrets deeply what he did
daily he deals with his affliction.
In a hospital,
I am the white paint on the wall
everyone looks at but doesn't touch or talk about.
My days past
now this memory is a song on repeat.
Inside of a house,
I am the garbage bag.
Everyone knows
but no one cares,
they throw me out at the end of every day.
I stand firm everyday
like the railings of a bed,
but this love is dying,
like the man with cancer inside his heart.
I am the bomb created by men
Having a time and day to go off.
Is it not true?
the heart bleeds
when trying to escape the dungeons of love?
Maybe,
I hope,
I'm going to wake up and light
what shall be the death of me,
I shall light
whats going to be my afterlife,
all because of you.
I will light a flame
But feel the burns on my body
the rest of my time
here on Earth
all because of your beautiful memory.
I'm not ok with your memory,
I cannot have you in my mind,
It's a torture for my soul.
I can feel the energy shoving my soul
out of my body
every single second
I think about you.

®*K.S
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Balaguer Jan 2014
I've been racing,
Fighting against time to get away from you.
Swept up from behind,
Was the love I bled;
It was gone.
I've been sinning,
Blasphemy my tongue never knew,
Drugs my lungs couldn't take
Enemies cried seeing the evil my eyes gleamed.
I was awful.
Look at my blood;
It's blue.
Peep into the heart inside me,
See how there is only half?
Bet you never knew.
Calling me a liar?
Because it's been a century,
And,
I still love you?
Switching up your emotions never works,
My emotions have never switched,
The only switch was you.

®*K.S
Sincere.
Balaguer Jan 2014
I believe,
All along you were a waste.
I believe that you,
Have been a hypocrite since day one.
Expecting me to change,
Not knowing my love is only yours.
Knowing there was no air,
between Us.
I need not,
Crawl to what you do not understand,
is already mine.
Knowing I yearned your wrath every,
I said every,
Last breath of air I take.
Now you see?
You were an actor of first,
Deceitful piece of garbage.
You don't love me.
You never did.
As much love as I have,
I deserve forgiveness,
countless amounts of time.
Leave
get away from me,
Only when you die and,
let God explain,
How much
time you should have wasted trying
to make it work.

®*K.S
Love is part of Hate
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