Sometimes you just gotta
Keep your distance
With the people
You're attracted too
You open up
And you let them
Into your sacred temple
A palace that holds all your feelings
But you never know true intentions
And quick maths be adding up insecurities
You can doubt them or even doubt yourself
Their attention brings you nirvana
Till the point where
Their absence makes you bitter
Eventually it'll be too much to handle
You start losing their interest
Slowly nothing more than strangers
As you both just fade away
From the daily goodmornings
And sleep tight goodnights
But still you scroll through your phone
And smile when you pass their name
Heart beats a little faster as you see your favorite face
But your time has passed
Nothing left to do
But to stay bitter
Or just love them from afar

Pride and ego like my ball and chain,
Can't complain with no urge to change.
Fallen in a pit, which ain't that bad.
Honestly,
I'll just settle.
Coasting on the highway takes little effort.

My heart is bleeding
The blood is clotting
Nothing ever done will be forgotten
The past doesn't stay in the past
It gets stuck in my mental
So **** up one time
And you ****** up forever

I've seen the universe through a telescope
all the vast, grasping so little purpose.
But next to you
watching the rise and fall of your chest
as you're sound asleep next to me
I felt the meaning of universe
trapped in the breathe of your lungs.

I have nothing to put on the table
I know you don’t want a label
Should I keep paying you attention
While you stay feeding be this *******
I’m young and I’m clueless  
An old soul
A hopeless romantic
I admire your beauty
I lust for your attention
You twiddle me
Between your finger tips
Those long acrylic nails
I love when they gently scratch my skin
But I hate how I can never win
Do your thing
I’ll fall back to the shadows
I’m better in the dark