When I am sad, I try to remember happier times to help me get by.
I'm restless.
I miss the warm summers in Florida, on the beach.
You put your arm around me, the sand between our toes
The sun setting behind the clouds, over the water
Trying to forget you.
The night out in downtown, ice cream in the winter
Stumbling on the broken sidewalks, palm trees sway in the wind
Kissing on the railroad tracks.
I hate how you lie.
Prom dress on the floor, warm nights in bed
My first love, my first everything
Backwards hats and skinny jeans
I miss your kiss.
Good memories are always overshadowed by immense sadness and the fact that I am now alone.
It won't always be this way.