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Stewie Dec 2017
I swear when I was walking today, the wind blew and I smelled your scent graze against my skin.
I stopped right where I was and cried.
It's like the universe was sending me my daily reminder that we are done and I am not yet over you.
I'll never forget the way you smell.
Stewie Dec 2017
I'm attracted to men who tend to have a ***** or two loose.
There is something about a broken mirror that drives me wild.
I'm tired of the old boring routine.
I'm up for a little adventure.

Corner me in an elevator and push your body against me.
Wake me up at 2 am and take me to a rooftop.
Whisper your darkest desires into my ear.
Rub my leg at dinner and let me know what I'm in for.

Push me in the backseat and pull me on top.
Just make-out with me like two teenagers in high school.
Tell me how you need it.
Let me touch your body.

Tell me I'm the one you've been waiting for your whole life.
Tell me you can't concentrate at work because you're thinking of me.
Tell me what you're going to do to me.
Make me beg for it.
Tell me I'm that somebody.


-you know I don't trust nobody
Stewie Dec 2017
I look at him across the dinner table as he runs his hands through his long hair. ****. I don't think I have witnessed such a beautiful creature such as him before. He pulls his skinny jeans up over his briefs. I melt in pure bliss. He sings to me as he drives us to the beach. I laugh and let the city lights embrace my smile. Is this what happiness feels like? He pushes me up against the railing and kisses me. The air is cold. I wrap my arms around him and bite his ear. He liked when I was nasty. He lights his blunt and inhales deeply. I'm in and out of sleep. He crawls in bed and hands me his shirt to wear. I inhale his pillow and wrap my legs around his blanket. I could stay in this bubble moment forever.


POP.
Stewie Dec 2017
When I am sad, I try to remember happier times to help me get by.
                                          I'm restless.
I miss the warm summers in Florida, on the beach.
You put your arm around me, the sand between our toes
The sun setting behind the clouds, over the water
                                    Trying to forget you.
The night out in downtown, ice cream in the winter
Stumbling on the broken sidewalks, palm trees sway in the wind
Kissing on the railroad tracks.
                                      I hate how you lie.
Prom dress on the floor, warm nights in bed
My first love, my first everything
Backwards hats and skinny jeans
                                        I miss your kiss.
Good memories are always overshadowed by immense sadness and the fact that I am now alone.
                                    It won't always be this way.
Stewie Dec 2017
I know they say you can't escape your problems.
This city is a world of hurt for me.
I got divorced here.
I began to fall in love again after that, and got hurt...again.

I want this place in my rear view.
I don't want to see **** that reminds me of you anymore.
I want a new beginning.
I don't care what "they" say.


I want out.
Stewie Dec 2017
I am tired all of the time,
My friends say I am depressed.
I agree-which is a lie.
What I want to tell them is that I am heartbroken.


Over you.



-I'll lie forever so I don't have to bring you up
Stewie Dec 2017
Frustration arises as I struggle to find the tax office downtown.
I turn a corner and stop dead in my tracks.
Right in front of my face is the first place I met you.
I turn cold.
My stare glazes.
I hit the gas and speed right for the bridge.
The bridge keeps me safe and holds me up
while I'm breaking down inside of my car.





-this town is full of heartbreak for me
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