To my boyfriend,

I was alone and feeling sick and stressed.
I thought I would handle this all by myself, alone again.
wouldn't even consider that you would care.
I was afraid I didn't have the energy to be my old self.
and you would be mad and sick of me too.

but I was wrong.
you hug me with your eyes closed.
you are here, with me
even in my last hope
accept me in all of my forms

and I wish the word love could capture my feelings
but it is not
feeling alone was what I thought it is
but I was wrong
you are even half of what I imagine
and for that, I will love you forever

Seeing others happy makes me happy because it is something I cannot achieve for myself.

Everyone’s life seems perfect around her
They say she helps them
They’re happy and they’re grateful

Everything became perfect since she came
Their wish is in the angel
She looks like she could save everyone’s day
Or that’s just what they’re thinking

But the angel’s life is not as happy as them
No one ever came to save her
She can’t even save herself
And nobody would realize the sadness
When they’re at the peak of their triumph

It's better to think
other can't see us
can't see how we feel
then knowing they see us
but never ask
what's wrong

I wish i could tell you that this relationship won't work out
I wish i could tell you to stop wasting your time if you're looking for a future spouse
I wish i could tell you that you're childish
And I can't seem to see the future in us.

But I couldn't
Because I don't want to be alone
And I don't have anyone else but you
I really want to see you growing up and be happy
Because I love you so much you won't understand.

I help him do all his work but he never help me get through my depression.

I've never want to wake up everyday
And find out that I am still alive
I've never dreaming for another day
Or inhale another air

Not until I meet you
All I wish, all I hope
Is to meet you
And hug you
And it requires me to stay alive