"I really wish I could love you."
"Don't cry. I'll be okay."
Her cold hands blanketed my cheeks, as warm tears repelled from finger to finger.
I looked at her, as her eyes changed from blue to green to blue again. "I don't want you to die, Reno."
"Dying can't **** me, Josh. I thought you knew better." Her eyes were green again, as her iris exploded into a wave of grey. She blinked and they were blue again, changing the room to an eggshell white. We sat on a naked mattress, in the middle of an empty room, my face resting on her soft shoulder. Only orange, dancing pill bottles kept us company. They'd tip their caps, like a hat, at the end of each song.
We swam in a teal sea, inside of four brick walls. Our mouths didn't move, but our voices travelled through air bubbles.
Doing an underwater backflip, the bubbles broke, "When did you first fall in love?"
Kicking off the floor, towards her, "I was twenty."
"How'd you know?"
"She gave me a cupcake and was trying to light the candle, but couldn't. She kept trying and trying. At that moment, I knew I loved her."
She swam towards me, her legs like ribbons waving at the surface.
"His name was Lee," she cooed as she started to drown, "I was seventeen and he open hand slapped me. I thought that was love. Then, eventually, he started to close his hand and then I knew that it wasn't. It didn't stop me from loving him with everything I had, though."
I reached for her as her legs were being pulled up to the surface. She opened her mouth, "You'll be okay. I promise."
My pillow was soaked by sweat as I sat up and rubbed my eyes. The other side of the bed was empty. I turned my head to see the bathroom light peeking behind an indecisive door. Getting up, I walked around the foot of the bed and over the blanket dying on the floor. As I grew closer to the bathroom, the sound of retching clawed at my eardrums.
My hand pushed the door until the bronze **** kissed the wall. An alabaster body was on the floor. Reno's face appeared as she wiped her mouth. She flushed the toilet. I walked towards her, kneeled beside her, and hugged her as the sound of suction and spinning water drowned the air.
I whispered in her ear. She picked up head, out of my arms, and smiled, blue eyes and all.