Worthless and lost
Hide from existence
so no one can find.
Since worthless I am
no one will ever mind.

Nothing for miles.
All hopes and dreams,
Vanished and lost;
drowning in fear;
my cries no one will hear.

And I need to keep going
for three souls I love.
I'm dying inside me
they will never know:
The emptiness grow.

No propose nor light.
An overcast of doubt.
A shadow of dreams,
it's clouding my sun.
I'm worthless and done.

Look at me
I'm here
Like a snowflake
Passing you by
Like a teardrop
In your eye

Look at me
I'm here
A speck of dust
Floating in mid air
A small fly
Tangled in your hair

Look at me
I'm here
Before your eyes
I won’t be shown
And just like that
You'll be alone

Trapped in this hell
Look through the hole
I don't remember when
This nightmare began
It must have been summer
Or winter, who cares!
I just want to bury myself
No one will find me again
Leave me  alone!
Don't reach out and help me
My hell is my only companion
The one who's been there
Since that summer...
Or was it winter?

Sleep for now, the time has come
To close your eyes and mind
Sleep my soul for you are weak
The years have not been kind

Drown in to the velvet night
Caress it's sweet abyss
Drown forever and let go
And feel eternal bliss

Dream of nothing once again
As you fall in a trance
Dream of empty space and time
In this eternal dance

Wake tomorrow, not today
For time has not come yet
Wake another day my soul
Remember to forget

Three years ago I said I do,
To my best friend and love so true.

A stranger with a tender heart,
Who's vows will never break apart.

He holds my hand when I am lost,
And see me smile at any cost.

He'll fight for me right to the core,
And strong enough to hold the door!

He's my best friend and lover too,
A bond so strong, a love so true.

I love him so without a doubt,
And surely cannot live without.

The past three years have felt like home,
And many many years to come.

I was unlucky to cross your path.
As the helpless butterfly
trapped in a spiders web.

The more I tryed to escape,
It's web covered my body.
Pressing down on my lungs,
I can't breathe.

I didn't cry for help
Pride consumes me
like the spiders web.
Silence...

Your perverted voice is what I hear.
Humming like a bug in my ear.
Looking for your next prey

You make me sick.
I was unlucky to have met you.
You filthy *****.

A brand new day
I open my eyes
A glow on my face
To see the sunrise

A friendly smile
A hug or two
coffee's brewing
A love so true