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AllAtOnce Nov 2014
I am so tired of your freaking games
And every time we do this it's always the same
Maybe I just need to let go
And you need to step up or step down
I'm done.
So done.
All you had to do was stay
And then you walked away
So you want to be "friends"
Bring it on
But I can play games too
And the picture isn't always pretty blue
You say sweet things and I think you've changed
But then you go and drive me insane
I think it's finally time to get clean
Or, at least, that's what I'm saying for the time being.
Nope. Nope. Nope. Done. So freaking done.
I'm not even surprised. Just disappointed.
AllAtOnce Nov 2014
blood drips off of a melting clock
feathers fluttering on the ground
one shot: two birds
falling apart and stumbling around
blurred eyes make living hard
i can't see what's in front of me
you and i together for(n)ever
fire set to names carves in trees
rosy cheeks and bloodshot eyes
snow falling through the gloomy air
frozen tears from angels fall
and we won't why we're even there
i see you breaking and i hear your cries
in my haunting dreams at night
i wake up but i'm too scared of seeing nothing
to even turn on the light
AllAtOnce Nov 2014
sometimes living is better than breathing
what's a sacrifice without a little love
because dead silence from your soul
makes you wonder if it ever happened at all
i see footprints on the ground
but I can't remember how I came to be
did I feel something just then?
or was it simply a belief?
actions speak louder than thoughts
and words more powerful than them both
but why do i feel more when doing
when speaking means less than it should
sometimes feeling pain
is better than feeling nothing at all
i'm a ghost on the outside
haunting my own little world
AllAtOnce Nov 2014
Rest in peace, my dear, it's all over now
I took my heart out of yours and I'll hitch a ride out of town
You should be able to breathe, for once
I'm so sorry things had to end like this
With the poison out of your blood you can see clearly
And I am seeing the bad things, merely
I was the relationship you didn't want
So now there's no one saying you can't
I'm sorry for everything I ever did
I never thought we'd end like this
Take your clothes back take everything
It's better for you and better for me
We'll both go our separate ways
And leave this relationship at the grave
But promise me you'll visit once and a while
And set down lilies in memory of the turmoil
Because we learned just as much from the good as the bad
And we made it out alive with only scars to be had
Did we have something?
Yeah.
But it's over now.
And I think I loved you.
But go find your own way, now.
AllAtOnce Nov 2014
I'm just going to sit here and cry
And remember the good times
Like when you bought me flowers that one time
And then we nearly froze to death in each others arms
I know I'm the one that broke it off
But I'm still hurting enough
There was the time when you picked me up late
And we swam in the pool in the dark and it all seemed like fate
Like when we danced until our feet were sore
And I said I loved you, thinking I'd never meant it more
I remember when we just laid in bed and talked
And then you gave me my very first kiss and then a lot
I'm going to miss you so much
And I know you don't care
But it will be a while until I stop crying for you
And pulling out my hair
Never date your best friend, guys
In the end you'll just cry and cry
AllAtOnce Nov 2014
It's only been ten minutes
And I already feel like running back to him
But I have to stay strong
And I have to stay brave
Because I've needed to breathe for too long
But it's time for a rest
My heart deserves at least that
Right?
I'm sorry.
I wish I could tell him I'm sorry
Because I dragged this on for too long
And I was starting to worry
That I'd never get out
It's true when you're drowning in tears,
That's when you can breathe
AllAtOnce Nov 2014
I had it.
**** it.
And I was ready to keep it.
But I dropped it.
With my falling tears.
And his sob story.
And the dripping love from my hips.
And i hate myself for it
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