I saw the flashing lights
Ignored the warning signs
I let the world burn
As I closed my eyes
And walked away
Not caring about today
Or tomorrow
Or ever
Because it just won't matter now
For better
Or worse
What's done is done

The way you said goodbye
Reminds me just how to cry
Why do you lie
Why can't I sleep
I wanna forget you
with all my might
And the way I felt that night
I fell so hard for you
I just don't know what to do
But to push it aside
Push it way
Forever more
Now that you opened that door

I see you standing there
With the wind blowing through your hair
I watch from the shadows and fall for you again
My heart sings deeply for you  
Oh how I miss you
Oh how my heart aches
for you
What you are
What you were
What you will one day be
But never mine
So I forget
my thoughts
my feelings
But never how much I loved
Even though you may never know

Close your eyes
Take a step
Let it go
Let it flow
Just let go
As you fall
From the cliff
You are no longer stiff
For the ocean will catch your fall
As you end it all
Listen to the sea
As you forget to breathe
And just let go
Let the emotions flow away
They won't be there the next day
When you wash away
To somewhere better
Somewhere unknown

If you think about life
Isn't it truly insane
You're thrown around and broken
Cracked and mended
You are either a pawn or a player
We all have different roles
Some are known while others are not
The roles may be changed or just be forgotten
Nothing is absolute
It's full of lies and so few truths
It all seems so absurd
Every death is so minor
Every life is meaningless
We will all die in the end
and eventually, the memories of us will fade  
Some make differences
While others don't and die trying
Many dwell on the past and judge
Few look and accomplish in the future
No one can change the past
Only how you remember it
Memories can easily be altered
Feelings can change
And no emotion is absolute

there's a Funeral in my Brain,
I think i am going insane
The Mourners went to and fro
Not knowing where to go
While the mourned stay and flow
having no where else to go
Some Kept threading through the holes in the walls
The holes in me brain
The sense was gone
like a Drum
They started beating and beating
till I thought My mind was going numb
And then I heard them break the wall
And crack across my Soul
With the blood seeping through
The Space began to toll,
Growing heavy on my soul
A ringing started
And i all started to fade
The bright light was going away
The Wrecked, solitary, was back
And then a Plank in Reason, broke,
And I dropped, down, and down
And hit the floor,
It didn't work
The light is gone and i'm still here
Still wanting to disappear