What
is
me?
Laughter
Smiles
Good heart
Giving heart
Sunshine girl never gives up doesn't care if it rains
What
am
I?
Am I sun
or am I
more?
Is there more
to this
smile?
Is there a frown
hiding
underneath?
Am I
trapped in a fishbowl swimming in circles
while everyone else is happily in the sea
because I don't know how
to get to the bright and big ocean
because it's
scary.
But
I
have
to
go.
I have to go.

Overnight,
everything can change
Overnight,
hearts can break
Overnight,
lies can be told
Overnight,
a story can be changed
Overnight,
a fairy tale can go dark.

I think my emotions are broken
Nothing I feel seems to be correct anymore
I don't love when I should, I don't cry when I should
Am I dying? Dead? How could I know, there's nothing to indicate
because my heart beats fast at the wrong **** time
The happy pops through when everyone else needs to cry
I'm not sure why I'm so calm as you cry
Am I broken? I'm not whole
It's time to find my soul.

Your arms were my castle
Your words were my battle
But in a twinkle of an eye
You said goodbye

Now it's a million degrees zero in my blood
It's like lm buried 50 feet underground
I'm drawing in my world of loneliness
And my thoughts of sadness

You left me isolated and deserted
Now lm feeling rejected
My life is now an unending highway
In whose days are a nightmare
My heart is bleeding in silent tears
Just like my heart my life is broken into thousand pieces

The silence of your laugh
The sudden vanishing of your face
The absence of your dance
And the muteness of your voice
is slowly killing me

I walk in the empty streets with shattered dreams
I lie awake to miss you with unfulfilled wishes
I eat daily with everlasting regrets
Although with a hallowed place in my heart
only you can fill
I say back off loneliness
And hello tenderness

Life is a crazy roller coaster
Full of ups and downs

You laugh and the world
laughs with you
Weep and you weep alone

Life is real
Life is Ernest
Without its ups and downs
It wouldn't be so much fun

The earth turns into the sky of night
Lamps like stars in lustrous into glow twinkle bright
Homes are brides in splashes of light
Children lit up crackers in mighty heart

A rocket springs from ground to sky
Soars high in eagles flight to Zimbabwe
They roar and sing on their lips
Hidden somewhere for his golden eve

The banana trees on every doorstep
Girl with flowers ready to greet
Pulsing hearts of love on every guest

Through clouds of smoke last a fear
Sound breaks our peaceful slumber
We don't spend our money for the poor
We must learn our ignorance next year

Goddess of wealth blink from heaven
Glides down to earth with divine bliss

Light is life brightening their clouded sails