I promise that you will never be out of my mind,
I promise that I will always think about you,
I promise when you need me, I will be everywhere for
you to find me, I promise that I will never stop loving you

I remember everything,
I remember getting picked up,
I remember getting knocked down,
I remember taking a step forward,
I remember getting pushed back a step,
I remember being so happy,
I remember being mad at the world,
I remember when something bad was said about me,
I remember being the most loved,
I remember being the most hated,
I remember being called good things,
I remember getting called bad things,
I remember when people wanted to talk to me,
I remember when they didn’t

Is there's something wrong with me,
I know I been through a lot,
But really, is something wrong with me,
Why would I let all those things happen,
Maybe I didn't or don't have no control of my life,
Maybe I don't want t have control over my life,
People always called me stupid,
So I ask this question, "Is there's something wrong with me?"
And there's no possible answer,
Am I living the right life,
Why did I get bullied from the start of my life to now?,
Why do people insist on bringing back those horrible times,
And do I deserve this ? Do I deserve to be hurt just because of one small mistake? I been asked this question a lot, "Are you slow?" And I just shake my head no.
It hurts being called stupid or slow because of my kindness,
People take my kindness for weakness and I hate it,
They think I'm in some medication but I'm not and don't wish to be. . . And this is the question I been needing the answer to

I wish I have a guy I can give my naked soul to instead of my naked body,
I want a guy I feel a strong connection with,
I want a guy whose willing to listen to my boring stories,
I want a guy who likes when I stutter,
I want a guy who is like the married men on movies,
I want a guy who doesn't have a problem listening to me complain,
I want a guy who can find me and not run me away,
I want a guy I can run away with,
I want a guy who wants to explore me,
I want a guy I'm not so desperate to have,
I want a guy who I don't need. . .

It takes courage to love a man that doesn't love you back,
It takes time, your energy, and your strength,
Somewhere in all the time, someone has to have the courage to love who they want,
He doesn't love me the way i love him,
He says he loves me as a friend....

i want a chance to feel like a trophy, as if you win that game, you get me.

I want a chance to feel needed in every possible way,

i want a chance to feel loved,

i want a chance to eat like I had never eaten before,

I want to feel like Beyoncé, when you see me, you go crazy,

I want to live my life being successful and not being lazy,

i want a chance to be told that I'm the world and that I'm everything and that I'm worth it all,

I don't want to feel like a stupid basketball,

i want a chance to be lucky and to enjoy life,

i want a chance to be bought everything I want,

I want a chance to be liked so much that everyone would write me poems.

It rained on my birthday today,
I prayed the sun would come put, but it didn't,
I prayed a smile would rise upon my face, it did, but only because someone made me laugh, not because I got anything for my 17 birthday

Oh such a laughter ever heard,
As high and sweet like a bird.
From across the room,
And to end all doom.
Full of music and love,
As beautiful as a dove.
It'll spread from one to a million dots,
And'll make you shoot lots of basketball shots.
It'll make you feel greatness and successful
And'll make you sad, less and less.
Oh, don't tell me you know you need it,
But by bit
It'll be really great,
Like a game when you need a break.
If your heart has a hole,
You'll pay a million goals,
For such a priceless thing.

I don’t know why but people are so hard to trust,

Liars are the main heads I want to bust,

I don’t know why but people are so hard to trust,
Liars are the main heads I want to bust,
They are so crusty like bread crust,
When I’m telling the truth, they try to fuss,
They be the first ones to cuss,
Liars aren’t no where near tough,
You know what? I’ve had enough,
When you try to talk to them and tell them the whole truth,
they huff and puff,
They’re dogs, when they see me, “they say ruff ruff”
I’m their owner, I’m the boss,
I run them, if anything, soon I’ll be their loss,
I don’t lie, I come out with honesty,
People are so scared to confront me,
They stink, they rotten, they *****, the smell,
My part, my regrets, I’ll never tell,
Some of these liars should hope that they do well,
Because one day, they’ll be the main ones that go to jail,
I bet they won’t even get bail,
If I hear more lies again, it’s going to be a bowl of hell,
The truth is what I yell,
Liars are what they yell,
They don’t know truth,
They’re just youth,
I’m a full women,
Those liars have something, to them, coming,
These ******* songs are what they keep singing and humming,
They are some **** dummies,
Lies, lies, lies,
The truth always flies,
I am never the first one who cries,
No one can knock me down, even if they try,
I wonder what they’ll say if I just happen to....die

My life was just life before you came,
When you came, it became more than life...

Life is so hard, especially when you go through the struggles alone,

You cry so much and prayed but no magic happened, nothing good happened,

You scream help, but no one extended any helping hands, no one heard your scream or felt your pain, no one did,

Life is all about giving up and giving in and people looking down on you,

Only one person can pull you out into the light, hear your cries, and not just stand there, but calm you and tell you everything is going to be ok,
  
Life isn't all a big party when you're so alone, no friends to call, o no one else's house to go to when you don't feel safe at your owns,

Life is dealing with all the trolls and bullies in reality and on social media,

Life is so real and true and it breaks your heart when you hear the truth about it all.

Life is every good and bad meaning in the bible.

Like airplanes, time is flying,
Like roaches, people keep dying,
Like a baby, I'm always crying.

I need some love,
Love that's strong and tough,
I need love that can't disappear with dust,
I want and need love; I don't want or need lust,
I am not trying to rush love; Because love can't be rushed......

Love is thoughtfulness,
Love is pain,
Love is giving your all to someone,
Love is falling in love with a stranger,
Love emotional
Love is hard,
Love is a deep tradegy to those who can't love,
Love is trusting someone and being honest,
Love is dying for someone you love,
Love is a unknown tradegy for us while don't love,
Love is sacrifice and giving your all and getting nothing in return,
Love is many things but unsure...

Love is like having a serious crush on a guy for almost two or three years,
Love is wearing the same socks a love on gave you,
Love is saving someone who you felt ruined your life,
Love is when you get a shirt from your crush and you put it on and you never take it off,
Love is breathing in the strong cologne your crush has on,
Love is dying for someone you really love,
Love is the most strongest word in the world and love can be very dangerous and deadly. . .
Don't ever say the word "Love" unless you mean it and you know what it means,
Because if you don't know what it means or what it stands for, why are you saying it,
Love is like the pressure I'm feeling in my heart,
Love is like having a seizure because you see and crush or love one and they look so incredibly hot, like they're on fire

To me, love is deaf,
When he told me he didn't like me,
I didn't believed him,
Because he was showing a thousands of signs that he liked me,
His mouth was saying that he didn't like me, but his actions were telling me something else.

it was my destiny to be your friend,
it was my destiny to wish we never end,
it was my destiny to never pretend,
I know my kindness was the only thing to you, I could lend,

My dreams are always about you,
Either you talking to me or about me,
My dreams are about you dancing with me at prom
and kissing on me, loving on me, and even giving me
a few love bites. . .

She has a smile, only one of a kind,
It is just so beautiful, like a happy illusion of the mind,
Honesty isn’t just her habit,
It was the way of her life,
The truth on her tongue sometimes feel sharper that a knife,
Kindness sort of dwell in her heart,
She has a dream to turn the world into art,
She has a kind and caring heart,
She is a gift of nature’s living art....

She has a friendly smile and a warm embrace,
With that young and beautiful heart, she aspires a heavenly grace,
She is a fun loving and Life living girl,
Her funny nature was as precious as a piano black pearl...

The day my grandmother died,
I wasn't thinking about her,
At first I didn't cry,
But when people kept talking about how her life ended, I cried until this day.

My heart has not ever been broken before,
But it's still aches and hurts because
You won't cherish it, you won't love it, you won't massage it,
Because it loves you and cherish you.

My life has been a storm,

When I make promise to someone I love,
Trust and break that promise,
Even if someone nicely asked me to,
I’ll put my everything into that one promise,
Just for the people I love ❤️

My stomach is weak, my stomach is cramping,
I'm on my monthly, that's why I'm crabby

My stomach is weak, my stomach is cramping,
I'm on my monthly, that's why I'm crabby,
I've been feeling so grumpy and ******,
The only way I'll be calm and relaxed, is if I watch the pretty YouTuber, Bambi,
I need something to laugh at, so I go to vine and I looked up, "Young Papi".

My sun has come,
My sun has gone,
But it still sets and it still rise,
And it always make me feel at home.

When I licked on my fingertips, I could taste the saltiness and the cheese of the popcorn I had just ate,
The saltiness and the cheesiness made me very thirsty,
Water was the only beverage that could quench my thirst.

Nature


Nature is the most beautiful thing, yet,
All the trees, the sky, and the clouds, I get,
Nature is just like having a goldfish for a pet.

I made a new friend,
She is so different, happy and beautiful,
I felt at once that she was best,
And that I had nothing to do with the rest,
But wait her commands, obey and be grateful...

I haven’t been on here for a while and I regret it.
I’ve just been going through a lot of life stuff
But now , I guess I’m fine.

You can contact me on Snapchat @liyahgisele

I CANT trust no one,
With nothing, not my heart, not my deepest, darkest, terrible secrets,
Not my bad moments,
Can’t trust no one, and my mama taught me that only trust those you told you their secret and trusted you,
Because I’ve been lied on so many times,
I wish I can start over and have a new beginning in life,
God, why do you keep bringing these same, low life peninsula my life? Because I want to get to know new, nice, innocent people...

Now me, I am hard working,
Now me, I’m physically strong AND mentally strong,
I am strong in all ways,
Now me, I am focused,
Focused on having fatter pockets,
Now me, I care what people say because I want ALL good things said about me only,
Now me, I’ve been through hell and back,
The name calling, the tears, the times I wanted to die and just be forgotten,
Now me, I am important to myself,
Now me, I will spoil myself,
Now me, I’m focused on the things that matter...

Yesterday, I made a new friend,
I really hope we be friends till the end,
She has a very fun, nice and cool personality,
Her voice is so squeaky and it makes her sound like a baby,
But I love her voice, I wish my voice was girly and high pitched like hers,
She seems like a nice girl but people aren’t what they seem sometimes,
I just have to keep my eyes open...

A old woman liking guys who aren't your own age,
You make me wanna burst and rage,
I think you're just going through a stage.

You touched me, not mentally, but physically,
You didn't touch my heart,
You touched my body,
You are exactly what I thought you were from the start,
You turned me on a little because of the way you felt on me,
You make me a person that's not me,
If I may ask, "What are we? "
"What are you and me?"
I liked it when you grabbed me and touched me physically, but what about mentally touching me?

Poetry makes me feel so alive,
Poetry is an extreme,
Poetry makes me, for some reason, makes me wanna fight for justice,
Poetry is the reason why I'm never bored,
Poetry is something all young people need to explore and need to do with their free time,
And then, maybe everyone and everything will be fine, poetry is something we all need

I had rain in my eyes,
Making puddles in my palm,
Flooding my soul,
After almost drowning,
You emerged as my life jacket.

I dreamed of my grave,
I woke up terrified and afraid,
Ready to be awoken.

As the road sparkled with ice,
The sun shined on my face,
I looks at my shoes and I bent down to tie my shoe lace,
By the time I got done with tying my shoes,
I seen the buss coming to pick up the other kids, who were just down the road from me,
When they were finally on the bus, the bus came quick quick down the street,
That I thought my bus driver wouldn't see me, but thankfully, she did not pass by me

My life may not be a dance of roses, 
but my I have the walk of roses, 
roses that are bright red
Like the anger in my heart,
And the blood in my veins,
My anger is deep and contagious and it's goes crazy like the jets and planes.

Roses are not always red,
Violets aren't always blue,
At first sight, I couldn't stand to look at you,
But now I can and I do.....

There was a girl in a movie named Rose,
She went to another school because she was about to be exposed, I suppose.. she had a red car with roses on it that she drove...she came too school wearing very tight clothes. I heard the other teens in the movie say she love riding poles....

School has been smooth these past weeks,
But will it be this smooth when the end of this year comes,
I am happy I worked so hard to make it this far,
I am trying so hard to achieve my goal and my biggest goal in my entire life right now at this point is to graduate from high school,
School is a great place to get away from the people at home and home is a place to just get away from the people at home,
I personally think I like school more because at home, there's not no one there that I feels cares about me but my mom.....

She moved away, an hour away,
Like I always did, I won’t see her everyday,
She had the game but she didn’t play,

She just left, with no words, no tears, no hugs and no good byes,
Why did she move? Who made her move? Are my why’s,
She won’t be able to hear my soft cries,
Without her, my soul slowly dies,

I felt like she had something mentally with her,
She’d always get mad when I put in hard effort to talk to her,

I know this is not that deep,
but she always sat down beside me and talked to me...
but she left me...

She looks at the mirror but she doesn't like what she sees,
I told her that when she touches people, she stings just like the bees,
I also told her that she isn't an ugly dog with fleas,
I told her that she's an beautiful angel with bright sparkling wings,
I bet that one day a guy will appreciate her and not because of what she brings

Silence in which our hearts and wounds heal,
Silence in which thieves are afraid to steal