suzyalison - Hello Poetry

suzyalison

suzyalison

28/F/Devon 28 year old mum of 2, in love with literature, poetry and film. / / BPD survivor

feel scars will skin day keep child love mind easy hard wear life real smile care pain leave trauma fear scared times bear free painful truth deal soul state suddenly whilst desire people define things lived bigger hide emotions trust untrue mask bpd time lot feels soaring underneath grow react distress floor trigger awful huge hastily stay shadow emotional bomb low sadness person reconciled lover burns defence barely despair explains flips hate fort great understand borderline warrior haven developed story loose grave follow darkness visible cry battered covered hardest sense takes fit influence reminder short breaks pour refrain throw obsession costume inner quick face mental pull drive convince remember drawing fuse working air ground imprisoned invincibility heart tosses saviour safety temptation pillow scarred wearing memories abused win task fault reason statement deep invincible toxic question sanity tear tools deceiving unleash belief consolation brings switch weep hell fighter connecting magnet fair