mercedes-3 - Hello Poetry

mercedes-3

17/F

love wish maybe always pain told felt beautiful plate saw dead heart roses shattered lied happy never girl loneliness bad side stoner clothes ripped pants small cry will tomorrow lie free darkness afraid scared friends distress situations touch only softly hurt human god knew dumb choice number pick because saved life justify pretty why night taken devil want hard look looks same grown certainly enough hormones damaged mind works away knots stomach shock waves spine normal again close hurting stop thought trapped loop controlled weed smelling burnt leaves ashes under fingernails shirts tattered baggy somewhat unwashed tattoos thighs piercing nose slit eyebrow scar cheek leaving hide world acting disengaged seems irrelevant though smell good smoke really seem type looked uptight sat tree alright uneasy brushing fine wanted whine sorrow longer simultaneously true killed built friendship deep deceived inside screaming yearning jump suffering real tellings reality emptiness death spoke meant talk