lauren-sage
Lauren is a small-town girl with crazy psycho anxiety and a fondness for Los Campesinos! and Arcade Fire. She spends her time self-diagnosing herself with cancer, studying, and hanging out with her boyfriend. / / Sometimes she plays music and turns the words into poems. Most of the poems are about anxiety of the above things. This year she will be going to university. More anxiety will result, but she feels it's the good kind that leads to a less disappointing report card and also living on her own could be pretty cool.
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