kay-la - Hello Poetry

kay-la

kay-la

whoever said that "the pain is worth it" must've had a sick mind, / because I've used it as an excuse for too long

love face keep will reflection told day reason hit anger today heart pain strife deserve torn skin loved woke depression forgive emotions emotional addicted knife leave things tears abuse content wanna rid felt life terrifies knew grabbed razor blade better hate longer thoughts soul meant stay sure numb higher refuse inner walls left feeling cut realize blind sigh revitalize reflections tellin mother bedroom sense hope levels honest times blue call slit destroying traces drugs remind igneous notices pulling squint feelings fed meandering body turmoil stress break room poetry thought regrets remain dark scared leaving die masquerade grinding fault aimlessly building yelled chaotic tryna wanted door quit order bruises hurting continue kay mirror row toxic stomach bleed needing issues heartbreak esteem expressions heaven played inside mask stayed bleeding sane howling rough fists held continued hold till smirk attacks shelf faceless lies crying painful blame realizes attempted confusion breakdowns lacks healing spiral