jules
American
My past to say the least, is fucked up. I've been through a lot of shit that I hope most people can't imagine. But I got help and met some really cool people that make me feel happy and loved. Most of my poems are depressing and dark but it's not because I'm a suicidal shit or anything. I'm learning to be okay with life. It's just that that is where my emotions come from when I'm writing, and thinking. It's much easier to write about something you know and have lived. It's healing. Writing has helped me say the things that I can't say out loud, because on paper I speak from my heart, while with speech I speak from my mouth.
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