fias - Hello Poetry

fias

fias

22/Non-binary/hiding in bed the inner ramblings of my mind

will love day time tears hands god heart waiting watching wanted patience hate sick cold people die eyes petals darkness warm hurt lungs hoping feel sit happy head felt night drowning reach heavy smile disappointed rose life normal arms finally black skin good hopes hope feeling addicted filled harder leave grow thought dark winds streams surrounded stay gentle turn open piercing ready body turned promised distance liquid beautiful breathe smiles laugh realize child reason falling stare deserve trusts afraid walk help wait lovesick thinking hide filling hearts lips thing hear paradise rest angry rain years sadness tear relies pretend began mantra earthquakes close lonely apart dive matter fear bad expected friends anger grey keep light chant trembling alive remember fell continue fingers fill supposed sound nightmares curled desperately red salty grab gasps floods fingertips welcoming burning find brought ocean breathless week person dead wilted planet reflection stars thorns bring blood