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ev_writes

ev_writes

24 they i write because it's the healthiest way of hurting myself

will feel time people love write keep open hard supposed thought thing best hate good allowed happy hair falling wanting heart comfortable person pity christmas empty writing warm scared space cry thinking money mother brother life loves deserve skin night pretty body book yellow cost fingers neki trenutci completely reason experience instinctive abstinence rush thrill captivate longing bland yearning turns phone upset check messages hours bad rip empathize notice pain shove throat walk door ultimately leave cracked hurt bleed sheets stained rusty knife lungs spilling pile notebooks lays shelf keyboard ages collecting dust desk wanted cup tea chair dimmed lights realizing brain fuzzy pillowcase wet thoughts lead inside head dark corners lost notes app holidays strange told grandparents pregnant photos loved knew calm finally numb kind hoping opinion apathy savior save fully things study physics dancing growing earning subconsciously prolonging childhood blaming years father blames starting therapy buys debt stops