ash-saveman
20/Genderqueer
I'm in highschool / I love the arts / I've been writing as long as I can remember / I'm depressed, have several anxiety disorders and bipolar / / After about 4 years of not writing I'm back. No longer in highschool. Turns out not bipolar, just misdiagnosed
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