anjelic-poet - Hello Poetry

anjelic-poet

21/F/New York First time poet

notice girl black will skin find hard worst myself used wearing circles life sobbing walking made still blood hate every almost self stranger even hands beauty voice cast devil expect color favorite porn caramel dive trigger waring school night while campus usually anxious home honestly distraught wished something happened split second forget everything unfortunately add sitting toilet dollar store razor wrist being pussy wonder dripping body hurt words single thing later pinching form harm marks arm eventually fade memories hold last forever things electroconluvsion therapy december against turn pen paper running veins reminding why morning afraid stand help others fuck yes giving thank showing deserve better keep heartbreak change channel watching hypnotized spell speaks speak heart force lingers mission disguise rate exist escape fail cold cloud standing seriously drummer pool destroy monsters knowing monster beat dark push front coin bury throw chlorine hiding boy personally anxiety exponential choke bed swim