UAlexU - Hello Poetry

UAlexU

20/F

time dad long love breath help simply wanted anxiety days choose people going longer hurt bad care older years held thought sure water ago remember fighting exhausted told looked final good pushed start dear option walls compliance question waited throw thinking created lost leave hate damage scared sex fall fresh air underwater die sworn swim caught sight shore man rushing god hard offered kindness easy trust shoulder place prepared goodbyes memories forever deep turn head forward sudden legs ground holding surrounding threatening enter lungs feels familiar consume realize loosened grip moment close eventually top planned great indication word truth things manipulator brink reality knew perfectly day insanity hands expect assure preparation uttered family crumbled enjoyment attempt piece sexual partner dictator hand month sober week building cut bedroom constant harm deter trick thoughts razor wondering worked sitting state untitled paralyzed morning straight floor stress resorted cutting summer calm shut invisible necessities