NBB - Hello Poetry

NBB

20/M/USA Im just a guy lost and suffocated by demons. I have good days and bad ones so there is no pattern in what i write

lotus feel heart happiness life time day field soul eyes set lost answer moment toxin broken constructed bliss mind turned lifeless mirror left control place flooded single useless crave demons close spending watching dark hours smashing moments screams forgotten passing monsters pieces matter frown held growing surrounded feeling thoughts memory leaves reach light asylum flowers body slowly minutes rope swells steps finally shards filled till forever maze tear endured wind top throat fear walking constant beauty hold caring shining heartaches breathtaking step depths lonely shelf actions endless capacity piercing encave turns monster angels depressing magical lips years universe disaster reflected aggravation laid dusty toxic commonly bodies third hands inflated direction pours growth weakness wild sun breathe conforming reflecting leading shadows inside longing character feared legs diminishing hopes revealing months chest frustrating evaporated minute smiles storm spend wrapped holding ash trapped bandages pick drained seeps smell floor overcame sending undesirable choices