Jamie - Hello Poetry

Jamie

Jamie

Just floating on my own cloud, waiting for the rain.

hate months promise afraid time will feel fucking skin things selfish care stopped stranger find life keep wonder eyes help dreams leave knew shit open heart told love age pretending voice longer key coz better energy sick ears scapegoat sleep today wear arms accept brink air body kind youth hurt bag wrong lonely growth spend real press yesterday grow checking hit beautiful drifting piece people hard hands blame glass deeper happier subconsciously hurtful closed drowning friday wound unreliable enemy suffering shrug fine offer childish sickening grip block whatsapp dissolving head asleep wanna tired swim shiver brain chicken surface days midlife caring mannequin belongs finally dressed decided shut ghost refuse buy intend deep leaking choose weep shout force loud eat needy trapped day accusations curiosity warned nights excuse lights practising loneliness yelling conversation nostalgia experienced scary subtle falling god forcing claim sunshine close conquered skull officially scared moment mistake gaining meant