"We weren't nothing.
It wasn't puppy dog love or quick awkward kisses.
It was so much more than that.
Late night phone calls and tired giggling conversations.
Hugs so tight my broken pieces fight together for once.
Butterflies everytime you laughed.
Calling at midnight just to fall asleep to the sound of your voice.
Kisses that lingured on my mouth remembering the soft feel of your lips.
Drifting off to your heartbeat during car rides.
You helped me, pulling my mind from the dark without even knowing.
And smiles.
Smiling at every text, because no matter what it said it was still from you.
Smiling when you sang, laughed, or smiled.
It was you being my everything.
Wanting years instead of months.
Being there anytime of any day.
Setting my world on fire with just a single touch.
So no, it was never nothing.
To me it was real, it meant something.
And no matter how hard I try it can't ever be erased from my mind.
Because even though you're long gone, the memories will stay forever."

Girl's Perspective



It was like nothing I've ever seen before..
It.. It was him.

A tall chocolate brown "him"..
Like all I've ever wanted ..

Nights with him felt like my endless euphoria
but when he left , happiness left ..

I craved him once more, the touch, the feel, the kiss
On lonely nights, on my best nights
whenever possible, i wanted him to stay forever
His perfect smile luring me to him
captivated by his melanin skin, this is what i desired

(o.d.s.d)