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A happy lip—breaks sudden—
It doesn’t state you how
It contemplated—smiling—
Just consummated—now—
But this one, wears its merriment
So patient—like a pain—
Fresh gilded—to elude the eyes
Unqualified, to scan—

I dream of you every moment of every day.
I think of you when I look in the mirror and I think of your arms around my waist.
I miss you with every breath I draw and I miss us with every breath that leaves my body.
I remember your smooth voice the second I wake up and its the last thing I hear when I fall asleep.
You are all I can think about.
The perfect drug within the perfect woman.

your hands are a double edged
sword, but i am learning
how to lace my skin with steel
and you can not
cut me
any
more

It is 53 degrees tonight
And my skin is unusually soft, softer than it's ever been
Perhaps it is my body
Trying to convince you to stay

I'm not sure what's worse
Getting your heart broken
Or waiting around for a love that will never come

there are pieces of me
that will never be
happy.

I think I'm better off admiring things & people from a distance.
I always mess things up when I get too close.