i need to be the one that stands strong and helps everyone else i need to help people so they dont feel bad so they can be happy so they can live a good life because if i dont do it i know no one would for some people so i have to otherwise they'll never get it so i have to be strong and not cry and just be the pillar of happiness and strength that people know they can trust and rely on that has no cracks in it so they can lean on it and not worry about falling
A twirl of blue satin tugged between your fingers Twining hard trying to keep it intact Crossing over, squeezing under and pulling out Learning to make your first knot Finding bliss in a tangled ribbon
"i like you" he had said, his words i had obsessed and misread the idea of being loved is inconceivable yet i wished for my foolish dreams to be believable your anonymity and my delusions gave weight to my inner rhythm