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  Oct 2023 thyreez-thy
Khoisan
Earth grind slutty slime
pulled from a minds remembral
an extinguisher.
π‘π‘œπ‘–π‘›π‘‘,
π‘ƒπ‘œπ‘–π‘›π‘‘,
π‘ƒπ‘œπ‘–π‘›π‘‘,
𝐴𝑛𝑑 π‘Ž π‘™π‘œπ‘›π‘” 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒...
π‘Œπ‘œπ‘’π‘Ÿ 𝑗𝑒𝑗𝑒𝑏𝑒 π‘‘π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘’ β„Žπ‘Žπ‘  𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑛 π‘“π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘–π‘‘
π‘π‘Žπ‘šπ‘–π‘–π‘“π‘œπ‘™π‘–π‘Ž 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠 π‘™π‘’π‘Žπ‘£π‘’π‘ 
𝐼𝑛 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’π‘Ÿ π‘£π‘œπ‘–π‘π‘’,
𝑂𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑖𝑒𝑙𝑑𝑠
𝐴𝑛𝑑 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘‘ 𝑠𝑒𝑛 π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘Žπ‘™π‘–π‘£π‘’
π‘‡β„Žπ‘’ π‘Ÿπ‘œπ‘ π‘’ π‘π‘’π‘ β„Ž π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘¦π‘’π‘™π‘™π‘œπ‘€ π‘šπ‘œπ‘œπ‘› π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘Žπ‘™π‘–π‘£π‘’;
𝐴𝑛𝑑 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘ π‘’π‘›π‘“π‘™π‘œπ‘€π‘’π‘Ÿ,
𝐼𝑛 π‘¦π‘’π‘™π‘™π‘œπ‘€ π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘”π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘’π‘› π‘π‘œπ‘™π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘ .
π‘‡β„Žπ‘’ π‘”π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘’π‘› π‘ β„Žπ‘–π‘šπ‘šπ‘’π‘Ÿ π‘œπ‘›
π‘‡β„Žπ‘’ π‘¦π‘’π‘™π‘™π‘œπ‘€ 𝑀𝑖𝑛𝑔 π‘œπ‘“ π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘π‘’π‘‘π‘‘π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘“π‘™π‘¦;
π‘‡β„Žπ‘’ 𝑠𝑒𝑛 π‘€π‘Žπ‘  π‘ β„Žπ‘–π‘›π‘–π‘›π‘” π‘π‘’β„Žπ‘–π‘›π‘‘
π‘‡β„Žπ‘’ π‘π‘œπ‘™π‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘’π‘‘ π‘”π‘™π‘Žπ‘ π‘  π‘œπ‘“ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’π‘Ÿ π‘Ÿπ‘œπ‘œπ‘š.
π‘‡β„Žπ‘’ π‘™π‘–π‘”β„Žπ‘‘
𝐴𝑛𝑑 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘ π‘œπ‘›π‘” π‘œπ‘“ π‘ π‘’π‘›π‘“π‘™π‘œπ‘€π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘ ,
π‘‡β„Žπ‘’π‘¦ π‘—π‘’π‘šπ‘ π‘œπ‘’π‘‘ π‘œπ‘“ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’π‘Ÿ π‘£π‘œπ‘–π‘π‘’...
𝑀𝑦 π‘‘β„Žπ‘œπ‘’π‘”β„Žπ‘‘π‘“π‘’π‘™ π‘π‘œπ‘¦
𝐼𝑛 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘£π‘œπ‘–π‘π‘’ π‘œπ‘“ β„Žπ‘–π‘  π‘π‘œπ‘‘π‘¦,
π‘π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘Žπ‘‘π‘’π‘  π‘Ž 𝑛𝑒𝑀 π‘ π‘‘π‘Žπ‘‘π‘’π‘’...
𝐴 𝑝𝑖𝑒𝑐𝑒 π‘œπ‘“ β„Žπ‘–π‘  π‘ π‘’π‘›π‘ β„Žπ‘–π‘›π‘’,
𝐼𝑛 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘ π‘’π‘Žπ‘Ÿπ‘β„Žπ‘’π‘  π‘œπ‘“ π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘‘ π‘“π‘–π‘ β„Ž...
π‘Œπ‘œπ‘’π‘Ÿ 𝑀𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑠 π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘›π‘›π‘–π‘›π‘”
π‘†π‘Žπ‘šπ‘π‘Žπ‘ π‘—π‘Žπ‘ π‘šπ‘–π‘›π‘’ 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠 π‘“π‘™π‘œπ‘€π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘ 
𝐴𝑛𝑑 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ β„Žπ‘Žπ‘£π‘’ π‘π‘œπ‘šπ‘’!
𝐴𝑛𝑑 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ β„Žπ‘Žπ‘£π‘’ π‘π‘œπ‘šπ‘’!
π‘Œπ‘œπ‘’π‘Ÿ π‘ π‘‘π‘Žπ‘‘π‘’π‘’,
π‘‡β„Žπ‘’ 𝑝𝑖𝑠𝑑𝑖𝑙 π‘œπ‘“ 𝑖𝑑𝑠 β„Žπ‘–π‘π‘–π‘ π‘π‘’π‘  π‘“π‘™π‘œπ‘€π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘ ,
π‘†β„Žπ‘’ 𝑖𝑠 π‘‘β„Žπ‘’ π‘šπ‘œπ‘‘β„Žπ‘’π‘Ÿ π‘œπ‘“ π‘“π‘–π‘Ÿπ‘’π‘“π‘™π‘–π‘’π‘ 
𝐴𝑛𝑑 π‘¦π‘œπ‘’π‘Ÿ π‘π‘’π‘‘π‘‘π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘“π‘™π‘–π‘’π‘ ...
π‘Œπ‘œπ‘’π‘Ÿ π‘ π‘‘π‘Žπ‘‘π‘’π‘’,
𝐺𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑑
𝐺𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 π‘Ž π‘π‘™π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘
𝐺𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 π‘ β„Žπ‘œπ‘’π‘ 
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thyreez-thy Oct 2023
Thought I never openly brag on it
I never found it something to dwell on
You made a gift so emotional that it could never be bought
So inspirational it must be felt and not taught
Then life happened, and so did you
Changing to somebody I could barely view
You spent your days at parties and bashes, long forgetting your truest friends
You left our messages on red and blue, and even when I waited for you
You never rung back

You greatly post about your life, as if you beg for the attention
And looking back and taking some introspection
I realize we were the sun and the moon
Always to be apart, always to have a pull and push
Always to end things early, always to say goodbye too soon
Never ready and never to see the use

I'd ping you motivation and say your eyes spark into the souls of millions
You'd see this message and reply later as if my response is vermillion
You'd say I ignore you for having nothing to work with
And yet I adored you even when you thought I wouldn't persist
Months on end a single ping from you is all I wanted
and seconds on end my response time made you astonished

Many call you out to your way of delaying friendships, to keep them on hold and return when you are in pieces
To have us piece you back together because you learnt this world is vicious
You even told me you find my concern for you so alarming, how anybody so genuine could love "****" like you
And even now I second guess before I throw blame and hit skew

You called guys manipulative and even called my lack of time a game
Yet always cried and pleaded when we called you out for the same
So determined to keep a guy on the line while lusting for another
You find it naΓ―ve of me to not act like your brother
It's saddening to think we may never find comfort in speaking again
And where I wished you at every occasion, you never wished me a happy birthday
You never told me happy Birthday
A poem I just came up with based of seeing my old love interest ignore her "best friend"
It doesn’t exist
Anymore
It never really did
I built it up
Too much in my mind

He was just being kind

At least I’ve grown and matured
And this time I picked a great guy to catch feelings for
The distance between what boys actually mean
And what we girls hear in our minds
We hear β€œI love you”
When he says β€œI love you,”
But he means β€œI like you just fine.”  
He says β€œI’ll be there,”
We hear β€œI’ll be there,”
But he means β€œI’ll come around sometime.”
He says β€œwe have a bright future,”
We hear β€œwe have a bright future”
He means β€œlet’s take it a day at a time”.
The distance between what he meant
And I heard
Is so far apart that it is absurd
No harm and no foul
Lesson learned
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