In your thoughts i drown
with your love I’ve flown
high up by the moon
more than stars, there I bloom
shining even more as they envy
for I took their shine
and I’m encircling the moon
little do the stars know
that it’s not their moon
it’s my Gul that I encircle around
and the moon envy my gul
for she replaced it’s place
little did i knew but i do know now
that you are my moon
and I am your stars
and in this universe we bloom
shiner in this galaxy of ours

Nov 29th, 2021
9:17pm
~me

How broken I feel today
tears in my eyes yet
trying my utmost to look okay
I literally break into pieces
when they try to take you away
for you are a part of me
and you too have parts of me
you’re engraved in my soul
why am I feeling this way
like they’re making me unwhole
i wish they knew
what it means to us
i wish they knew
that our life will egress
i wish they knew
to not even try
for life is void
if we aren’t conjoined
this moment is passing
and with clock ticking
I feel a torment i’ve never experienced
with every second I break into pieces
making it harder to breathe and see
it’s ******* you i know this too
my love I wish for us to forever never
experience the likes of this pain ever
never have I ever felt
this helplessness and futility
I want to do allott
but it’s too precious to risk
I wish trial passes and never repeats
for never has my heart ever endured
on this much strength for its beats
my Fatima Gul it’s you and always you
I won’t ever be if I don’t have you

November 1st, 2021
~ me

For meri Fatima Gul 💞

The world was alot
and i was alone
until you came
and took me along
you made me a king
you make me feel strong
I pray for you my queen
every night long
I was not much
But I was all I have
Now I have you
Best I will ever have
You care so much
You love so deep
It was your touch
that shook my soul
and brought me
to the truest love
and the purest one
Words won't ever suffice
For what you mean to me
In you I found
the real definitions
of peace, of love
of life, of purity
in you my Gul
I see everything
that's beautiful
You're the home
to my wandering soul
you're the echo
to those callings
of mine that
I yearned to hear
You're the poem
my hands longed
to write down
You the dream
I always wanted to live
You're everything
that my soul
could ever wish for
I love you
with all my heart
and all my soul
and all the love
and all my life
meri Fatima Gul
You're beautiful

~Your Muhammad Ali
Aug 19,2021

میری دعاؤں میں میرے خیالوں میں

بس اک نام بسا ہے اور وہ نام ہے تمہارا

میرے دل میں اور میرے دماغ میں

ہے بسیرا تمہاری ہی یادوں کا

تمہاری ہی باتوں کا

تمہارے ماہ رخ رخسار کا

تمہارے معطر لبوں کے الفاظ کا

تمہارے پری رخ کی مسکان کا

تمہارے دل ربا انداز کا

تمہاری چشمِ خمار پرور کا

تمہارے لبوں کی ساغر کا

تمہاری میٹھی معصوم باتوں کا

تمہارے ہر اک انداز کا

غرض کہ ہر اس اچھے احساس کا

مجھے جو تمہاری دید سے ملتا ہے

مجھے جو تمہارے گمان سے ملتا ہے

وہ یقین کو میرے یوں ہی ہر پل

مضبوط سے مضبوط تر ہی کرتا ہے

کے جانِ جاناں، میری فاطمہ گل

تم میری ہو، تم میری ہو، تم میری ہو

اور میں تمہارا ہوں، میں تمہارا ہوں اور بس تمہارا ہوں

ہمیشہ ، بے انتہا ، تا لامکاں ، سدا ، دائم

تمہارا محمد علی


Aug 12th, 2021

for my Fatima Gul

I was passing days ordinary as myself
Until your appearance extraordinary as yourself
I never found someone so relatable to my life
Like a mirror you reflected so clearly
All what's been going on in my life
Just as we talked about everything
We came closer with every thought
Even though we talked too little
But with every shared thought
I found you ever closer to my heart
I never thought that any stranger
Can feel so much like home
with all the warmth and joy
that you always have been
Like a light in gloom
My life gets bloomed
With the joy and jokes
You always evoke
You make me feel good
and you make me laugh
I cherish those moments
Tho very little they are
With your beautiful name
You're much more lovelier
I wish for you my Fatima Gul
Everything that is beautiful

With love
~Muhammad Ali
Yours and always yours 💞
July 17,2021