i am somewhere alone
dark, hollow and silent
with voices echoing from a distance
with eyes lurking in darkness
i am somewhere without walls
where there are no words
just a pitch black void
with nothingness emanating
with demons that can't be seen
i am somewhere where there's no help
no miracles, no messiahs
where when your eyes close there's no difference
where your thoughts are louder than your breath
i am somewhere lost in darkness
lost in indecisiveness, regrets and confusion—
trapped in vague words and unrepentant feelings
but amongst all that i feel save