It feels like an eternity
Keeping my mouth shut
I don't think I can go on like this
Its too difficult
Its too stressful
I don't know what happened
But it's potent
The blood that sits
in my stomach

The secrets I keep
The things I know
Is keeping me hollow
Nevermind the demons
that follow
During the day
During the night
They are always there
And There's no way out

I've done so much good
Done so much bad
But hey
at least I had a good childhood
And  2 loving parents
And few Loving friends
God I miss you all so much
I wish you guys can help me
Escape this nightmare
But it is what it is
And that's how it's going to be
To keep you safe
From those that be.