will i ruin romance? for trying to make it last?
was it a normal human glitch to not forget the past?
was it a part of the inevitable human fate,
for us to experience heart ache?

when the first thought you had when you fell hard,
"i'll be ******! if this won't last, it will hurt so bad."
we always expect the worst in every situation,
like love is just a mere brain chemical reaction.

will it last?
will he cheat?
will i survive this?
will this break me again into tiny bits?