I have an exhaustion, Buried deep under my skin, And as hard as I try, I can't seem to rid myself of it. I oversleep and under-sleep, I overeat and I under-eat. I try just short of everything, To find any ounce of energy, I lost so long ago. But I should have known better, This was not just exhaustion. No amount of sleep could cure what I am plagued with. An exhaustion not from lack of energy, but from a lack of euphoria.