So I thought I was depressed again. Which is like, Totally confusing because I was depressed last week and I shouldn't be due for another 'episode' for at least three days
Turns out I'm not depressed Just severely ill But its funny how I mix up all the symptoms now Like being tired all the time Or the headaches Or the lack of appetite
So this was really confusing to me, Cause I'm a girl who likes to eat, When I'm healthy,
And mom kept asking me if I was okay, Over and over And I kept saying yes, I'm fine.. Just the usual. Mom says I'm a little more pale then usual A little more tired looking And I say "wow thanks mom, like I totally care about appearances right now" and I laugh
And she doesn't
I only realized I was sick when a doctor told me I was, Which is completely different from being depressed because the same doctor tried to tell me I wasn't
Sooooo confusing
So I'm actually sick physically for once? Not just mentally. Ha, Isn't that funny.