I wonder where i would be , wonder if somehow or maybe. Where the world would have took I who was too afraid to look would I be in space on planet mars? be floating above, up there with the stars?
Look beneath the big blue waves beneath the sand or inside the caves. the sound of my heart lost to comfort big in regrets and deeply encumbered blue, it is stagnant in it's hollow waves crashing against it ready to swallow
For I regret not having been curious. I forsake the days i settled for less regret not having followed adventure not finding myself in the process. having wasted my time with such adult ways been ****** into their incurious gaze curious was I before those days.
Myself, who are you, i will never know who is this person who gave up on tomorrow are all my hopes now gone like how curiosity left me? you have given up hope to ever find glee? I sit among the "what if" shadows will I ever really find my purpose? never will i get back the time I have lost know I will make up for it at any cost
Everyday I will search not a moment I will waste I will rush into the coming days with haste will I have ample time to ever find me? search I shall with all leniency. not a storm so large will make me sway a large pay check will not take me away moment I find myself I will say "I am greater than I am yesterday" will I find what i am looking for? waste no time I am ready for more.