Today, The sound of your velvet voice Send warm to my psyche, The sound of your warm laughs Send me back to the past. To the happy times we had, To the time I trusted you, To the time you said you'd never leave me. But, You also trigger the chaos in my mind, Sorrow that will haunt me for life. Today I realized I hate you but I also love you.
You love and trusted that person but that person leave you in the end and you're going to live with memories forever and worst you still love that person but you hate that person for leaving you.