When  it comes to love the nice guy finish  last . I always have  to  battle  the past. Its hard being pushed  to side and then being made out like you are blowing smoke when at  the start u were just trying to  see where this road  could  go. . I care too much  at times I  feeL   like  it is weakness.. We been hurt and our  hearts ripped out but should we  let the past be the  past  I think its is good to  let go and move forward . I know it takes time to  heal  The thoughts run threw my head always trying look at things in 3d.