Every time i heard that number i can't help but to smile
You and your charms,
Although im always annoyed it still makes my heart beat so fast.

Whenever we fight and tell each other our differences and insecurities,
How much you know about me
The little things i hate and like,
How much you try to adjust with me
Be by my side in hard times,
How much you really love me
Makes me want to love you even more

As i look in the clock
Time is ticking, i need to make a wish until it last,
60 seconds in 1 minute
11:11

I guess my only wish is..
To grow old with you

I knew I matured
when I realized every situation doesn't need a reaction.
Sometimes you just have to leave people to continue to do the lame **** that they do.

sometimes its only about;
*Tranquility

I'm tired of repeating the same cycle everyday..
Can i quit now?

I feel numb
I feel helpless
like I can't do anything to change it.
Going with the flow is what I am right now,
Its too much..
too much that if I keep fighting
I know it will be worthless;

Seeing love right now is not what I wanted
Its fake and shallow
Its not just true.
Is there any true about love nowadays?

How can I enter one relationship
If even I feel so uncertain about my feelings?
Would that make me fake too?
So many questions running in my mind

I want answers
but how?
I'm uncertain about feelings,
love, and peoples.
Will that make me hypocrite?
Lies is what I see within.

Lia.
My sweet Lia,
Like a flower that blooms in springs;
Loving you at first sight is not my intention,
But the way you calm my soul soothes my broken heart,
I don't know how and when but falling for you is the greatest thing I've ever done in my life as of now and I don't regret it ever;
Lia, my love, my friend, my lover.
You are the first person who actually made me feel this way.
You never judge my emotions,
You never complain whenever I play my games, even tho I'm still playing I still want to talk and hear your voice,

I love you
because I never smile with someone like this before
I'm not a happy person but since I've met you I'm always excited,
Another reason why I love you
You accept me for who I am instead of trying to mold me to someone I'm not.
And I've probably told you this,
But I love how I can tell you anything and you won't judge me or think differently of me
You are the girl I want in my life .
Lia, My sweet Lia

For the last time;
Let me refresh your memory..
I was the one who actually cared for you. I was the one who stuck around even when everyone told me to leave. I was the one who loved you even when you gave me every reason not to. Lastly, I was the only one who was there for you when no else does.