I feel numb
I feel helpless
like I can't do anything to change it.
Going with the flow is what I am right now,
Its too much..
too much that if I keep fighting
I know it will be worthless;

Seeing love right now is not what I wanted
Its fake and shallow
Its not just true.
Is there any true about love nowadays?

How can I enter one relationship
If even I feel so uncertain about my feelings?
Would that make me fake too?
So many questions running in my mind

I want answers
but how?
I'm uncertain about feelings,
love, and peoples.
Will that make me hypocrite?
Lies is what I see within.