The sun flies bright Yet my mind is dim The sky glows clear Yet my thoughts are cloudy The flowers smell sweet Yet my words are bitter It's a beautiful day Yet my heart is hurting
When trust is broken, shattered I pick up the pieces Melt them with the fires of my hurt I recreate the destruction After so long, the fire is extinguished I can't be hurt by you Trust stays, on the floor I leave the pieces as you left them
Is it even worth trying to talk when I'm Walking behind all my "friends" on the sidewalk None of you ever asks how I've been Always pushed to the side again and again I'm not sure who I am or what I stand for I just know- I don't belong here anymore.
One day, I spoke the truth You called me a liar Truly, I am one I lied for seven years Every day before today Hiding the truth to save face Both mine and your own I guess grief changes you Because after all this time Something snapped I sacrificed everything I've worked for To save the few who you affect You have reputation on your side But still, I spoke out And I stand today here to tell you Every word was worth it