you have taught me the true value of life, life isn't as easy as people make it out to be,
life isn't perfect i wish it was

though her smile is gone forever and her hand i cannot touch,
i still have so many memories
of the one i loved so much.
her memory is my keepsake with which ill never part...
your keeping her safe as shes looking up from above,
i have her in my heart you are sadly missed but never forgotten i love you so much.

granny i miss you

Forgive forget regret

Somethings are just too hard to forgive
Some people are just too much to forget

I'm ruining my life and no one understands why.
But i do i just can't seem to tell you why

But tell me am i the problem to why this **** happens
I mean you seem to make it out as it is my fault

The **** that happens you don't know the half of it yet you don't bother to ask
Not that i would waste my breath in telling you what i need you to hear

No no you only want to hear what makes you happy, so have you thought that maybe just maybe this is why i don't want to hear from you?

Come on you have to question it.
Yes i listen to what u want me i agree so you don't get mad at me not because i agree to what you say.

Okay so we have talked about the first one forgive
Well that was leading up to that
Forgive ( definition to the word forgive, verb stop feeling angry or resentful towards someone)
But what if you just can't simply forgive.


forgive part 1

The memories you share with people last a lifetime but the memories you share with yourself last forever till you die. You die with those memories whether you choose to share them and make other people laugh or you keep to yourself for good reasons or so you think.
We collect and make them whether they are good or not. You hold them tight, some will make you cry and others will make you smile.
Memories can be anything from sharing secrets with that special someone to holding hands with someone you love.

2020 is officially cancelled.