I woke up with nothing on mind,
With a Feeling that can't be defined,
I couldn't tell what's the problem,
I couldn't remember the last dream,
I was like a drunk but so sober,
I was  happy yet I suffer,
I was there confused thinking,
Thinking without even blinking,
Stangely I had no thought,
What's happening what's next,
What could be worst
What could be best,
There's something that I need,
Something that makes me breathe,
I don't know what to say...
Stangely I had no thought,
If Life has taught me few,
A few then more,
More than few know,
And less than most know,
If darkness is the absence of Light,
If Blindness is the absence of sight,
If Cold is the absence of heat.
If Evil is the absence of good,
If loneliness is the absence of love,
If prose is the absence of rhyme,
If ignorance is the absence of knowledge,
What do I lack to feel this way ?

**Strangely I have no thought.

I want to write a poem
that brings the girl
with the stone eyes
to tears
that will melt away
her barrier of misery
like a butter mint
in the mouth

I want to write a poem
that gives the man with
permanent frown lines
and worn leather skin
a sparkle in his eye
and fulfillment in his breath

I want to write a poem
that makes the heartbeat
a little bit louder
or softer
or stronger
or momentarily
skip

I want to write a poem
that allures people into
staying up until 4 am
searching for others alike
that will give them
the same kind of clarity
in this very cloudy world

-kk

I. Winter
We were good friends
But we both knew
We wanted to be more
So we exchanged
Sweet gestures
And thought that it would last
Or maybe that was just me
Because

II. Spring
Spring came and
You changed your mind
And I was left alone
To think of what went wrong
Because you left
Without leaving an explanation
Or even just a goodbye
Leaving me lethargic

III. Summer
But not because of
The hot summer days
I kept myself busy
Trying to remember
Who I was before
We happened
And day by day
I remembered
But still you lingered

IV. Autumn
On the corners of my mind
But I have become resilient
Just as you said
I would be
When you wrote that letter
Containing an apology
When you didn't have to
Cause I will
And I did
Forgive you anyway

We had started our love as a friendship,
That turned into relish worship.
I hoped for your love that I’d never earn,
I fell for your friendly concern.

My amorousness for your pretty face,
Will never be forgotten by age.
No words can account for my affection,
Or for my appreciation.

This is no more an infatuation,
This is true adoration.
My love for you will never fade away,
It will never go astray.

For years, for ever I will stay with you,
Won’t leave you for a day or two.
Even though you do not know of my love,
I’ll love you as stars shine above.

You gave me your heart and I threw it away,
You said you’d do anything to make me stay.
Your feelings for me remained true,
While I loved another and didn’t care for you.

Your sweet kisses on my cheek,
Your soft lips now I seek.
The lips I took for granted,
Because by another I was enchanted.

But who knew that I would fall?
For the sweet memories I now recall.
And now you’re gone, I’m lost,
To bring you back I’d pay the cost.

Your love like flames, now extinguished,
Your unwavering love now finished.
You gave me your heart and I threw it away,
I give you mine now to make you stay.