Why celebrate your birthday with tears in your eyes?
Tears saying your sad
Those tears must not come out because of heartaches
Those tears must come out because your happy

Celebrate your birthday with someone special
Someone that means the world to you
Someone that will never give you heartaches
Heartaches that can devastate and **** you

Celebrate it with friends
Friends that will add a smile to your face
Friends that never hurt you
Friends that are true

Celebrate it with food
Food that will make those tears disappear
Food that may not taste good
But is made out of love

Celebrate it with gifts
Gifts from the heart
Gifts that does not hide secrets
Secrets hidden by tape

Here I am
Alone in the dark
Tears pouring
Heart pounding

I am forever stuck
In this dark abyss
Without anyone
To guide me

I pick myself up
Not knowing where to go
I feel so broken
My heart aches

There is no hope
For someone like me
I will accept this fate
And let it be

I wander in the dark
Until it consumes me
I realize it now
*Darkness is Forever

My vision blurrs
I feel so cold
Don't know where I am
Don't even care

In this world
Where all is black
I scream and shout
But no reply

I try to find
A place to stay
Can't see a path
To lead the way

It becoms colder
As time goes by
I walk alone
There's no one here

I see a warm light
In the distance
I walk towards it
*It faded...

You don't know me but I know you
I admire you and follow you
I love you but you don’t love me
That is the harsh reality

As days go by you seem so far
I try to reach you but you're a star
You make me happy like no other
Oh how I wish we were together

You are the dream I wish to fulfil
I want to see you to the point that it makes me ill
You are my idol whom I'll admire for life
You are my one and only light

You give me inspiration
Your heart is my destination
No matter how high I try to reach you
Why is it so hard for me to meet you