Suddenly, there's reality, harsh,painful reality. At that moment you
realize how stupid and desperate you are. And then you intend to
forget him/her , to do normal again. And you are really trying that, really.
Until the dreams and the hope tap on your shoulder.

Run
You must
Just keep going
You have a chance
Get out while you can!
Don't slow down yet
Don't look back
Don't stop
Run.

I spent a week
feeling weird,
and drowning
in what seems like
nothing.

and then I spent a day
thinking,
along with a feeling,
that maybe nothing
was something...
but probably nothing.

But the next day
I stopped thinking
and feeling
and I decided not to care.

Sadly, we all know, that is quite dangerous.

How can you forget him
If you keep seeing yourself as
A martyr?
Stop glorifying failure.
Be a **Survivor.